should i stay or should i go

the personal conflicts, the constant noise, loud music, no quiet solitary place to be alone with God. each time i'm ready to pack up and go elsewhere because i need a break from all the noise i talk to God and He changes my mind. why? i want to spend more time reading His Word so why shouldn't i go. is He keeping me here because the more i am frustrated the more i seek His face? or am i growing through it? am i more hungry for the Truth when i am in need compared to just reading it like a book? am i just impatient in seeing Your work in me?