frustrated

i don't know what i thought i came here to do but whatever it was i don't know that i am needed here anymore. the warmth and beauty of this country has been so good for my soul. walks in the garden (the airstrip) and just down the road (solitary country roads) have been amazing times spent with God. i will miss that.

thought i knew why i was coming here but now i haven't a clue. the second day i was here and thanked God for bringing me here because it really felt like home, He very clearly said ''but only for one year.'' it's only been a few months and now i am having doubts of what to do, where to go. after i leave what is there to come back for.

last night i stayed in los chiles at the motel by the river. it was a clean, quiet room, all to myself and i didn't want to go back to amparo.

i will go wherever and do whatever God calls me to but right now i have no idea what or where that is.

please pray that He would reveal His will to me cuz i haven't a clue right now.