truly, madly, deeply

i have fallen more in love with God than i thought possible. i don't think that before i went to costa rica i would have been as content with my singleness as i am now. i am a very touchy, feely kind of person and have wanted to share my life with a husband. i can still say i would like to have a husband but it is no longer something to be mourned over if i don't. and besides the bar is too high now for almost anyone. i'm so in love with God it would be hard for anyone to live up to that. only someone that loves God more than me, someone that would give their all to God, someone totally surrendered to God would ever come close.