fear

last night i was going to catch the 5 o'clock bus from los chiles but there wasn't one. it was a 6 o'clock bus that didn't leave til 6.10 then stopped in the middle of the highway in a monsoon cuz there was a problem with the brakes. i phoned jose to tell him i would be late and jose said he or danny would walk to meet me because it wasn't safe, it was dark and it was raining.

holy smokes - it's another freaking monsoon happening right now.

anyway i got off the bus and started walking and after awhile i got a ride. walking in a monsoon is something else again. although it was a new experience i appreciated the ride. when i thought of being afraid i wasn't. i thought nobody can take from me what God isn't willing to give.