feeling lonely in a houseful of people. i never saw news on the tsunami until a couple weeks later when i read about it on a church email. i didn't see news on the hurricane that hit new orleans, still haven't seen anything, only heard that it was bad. the boys watch some really bad japanese cartoons or futbol or music videos. i sometimes sit through the cartoons and i watch futbol with them but as for the videos, i find some of them disgusting so i end up reading alone in my bedroom. yesterday i decided i was going to watch the news and they ended up watching the cartoons in mimi's bedroom so again i sat alone. i'm really missing having a friend to talk to. to have real heart to hearts.
i feel less alone today walking about san carlos than i would if i was at home. so i'm taking my time about leaving and will end up walking home alone in the dark.
there has been so much rain lately it's been too wet to go to the garden (aerodrome) to spend quiet time alone with God and there is almost never any quiet home alone in the house. finally yesterday i could go for a walk but was eaten alive by the ants so didn't stay long, not long enough.
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