Thursday, October 14, 2004

doubt

10.12
suzy didn't have the resources to live on her own nor would she have been allowed to. i don't have those same restrictions but i wonder why i'm here and what i am here to learn and if i will last a year and if it was Your will in the first place.

i've worked for the last 40 years. was i premature in quitting my job and selling my house? what am i supposed to do for the next year?

1 comment:

Susy said...

nor did i want to live alone... can you imagine how boring that would be... but of course i would have enjoyed more freedom... but i understand, and i did get more freedom once i could speak the language